Nevaeh Rof.

I mean, she knows, right?

Alone doesn't mean alone, right?
Alone doesn't mean unworthy, right?
Alone doesn't mean you have to throw pieces of yourself away to be heard over the noise that resides in all of our heads...

Worthy (Trigger Warning)

Have you ever taken a look at your reckless behavior & thought to yourself "Who am I really hurting?" So many people cut, starve themselves, burn themselves, drink or overdose until they pass out just to cope with pain.

What 2015 Has Taught Me.

I will admit, the way the past two weeks have been going, I've greatly questioned the validity of 2015 going anywhere near perfect... But it's only January 1st & I've already learned a few things.

Early Mornings.

With the exception of one person, there is no one who knows me better than myself.

Suicide Note

I've realizing that when ppl tell you "I'm contemplating suicide." no one ever knows how to respond. It's become so taboo & cliche to gently change the subject. Depression is real.

Birthday Blues

Originally, I thought I would be posting this from somewhere cool like a hookah lounge in Philadelphia surrounded by my closest friends. Instead home in bed, fighting sleep because I just walked through the door from a long evening of being cold and am hour of socializing. I also originally thought this post was going to be about my hardships during the age of 21, and why I should appreciate it. (If you haven't noticed by now, today is my birthday & I am now officially 22.) But suddenly I realized, I did not want to dwell on the past. I did not want to recap my horrid year to my lovely readers. What good would that do anyone? The past has came and gone, there is nothing I could possibly do to go back and fix it. So it's time to move on. I present to you....

THE LIST OF THINGS I'VE LEARNED WITHIN THE 29 HOURS OF BEING 22

Mental Breakdown

***READER DISCRETION: CONTAINS GRAPHIC MATERIAL AND IS NOT SUITABLE FOR ANYONE UNDER THE AGE OF 17. -- TRIGGER WARNING: SELF MUTILATION, HOMICIDAL IDEALIZATIONS,  SEXUAL VIOLENCE, FOUL LANGUAGE.***

A Little Food For The Soul...

Good morning my lovelies. Today is Monday. A day of the week that most people dread, First off, I want to say congratulations. You have made it to page 251 out of 365 and I could not be more proud of you. You are surviving, staying strong, and someday soon, you will know what it's like to start living. Today's post is a step towards happiness. Pay attention closely.