"Nobody"
By: x_NicSantiaga
nobody
to somebody
that used to hold you,
body to body.
nobody
made me feel
so, deeply.
the way you'd stare
so deeply,
into me. piercingly.
piercing me
with that steel of love
right through me.
& still, I loved.
through my heart;
the venom spreads..
through my veins,
causing me
to surrender to your gaze.
falling victim,
to your love;
to the pain.
controlled my brain
into believing that
this pain
is a symbol of your intensity.
there was no referee,
to pull me out this reverie;
to tell me that its killing me..
so, willingly,
I continued
to love.
to have, to hold.
I loved, strongly;
immensely, in bold.
& in reality,
the value of our love,
was none of gold.
the strength of our love
was in no bold.
but sloping, like italics.
we were losing balance;
losing control.
what once was a flower,
is now just a pot of dirt.
what once was pulsating happiness,
is now just a flutter of hurt.
what once was you & me,
is now just a memory.
what once was us,
is now disgust,
& pain in my veins,
& venom in my heart,
& steel through my brain,
pierced sharp like a dart
so deeply..
leaving me
with only a memory
of what used to be.
but is now, merely,
nothing.
nobody.
- July 17th, 2014
7:17pm
